Sunday, 5 August 2012

Friend or Joker - My life for someone


Many of many friends use to tell me that I am his/her friend. Whenever they are sad they use to call me or come to me to share their problem and asking for solution. I use to think that I am his/her good friend so I should think about them. They are my friend and they need my help.
Many friend comes to my life and I enjoyed every moment with them and then they left.. But I never felt wrong or bad for them as god didn’t design in that way. I won’t say he created me to love everyone but I can say I never want something wrong happen to anyone.
05th August, 2012, its friendship day and everyone is wishing their friend to remain with them. But there is something wrong going in mind. From childhood to today, I was there for my friend no matter it is day or night. I was never late or I will I use to reach before time so that they don’t have to wait for me.  But same never happened with me. I have to ask them when they are meeting and have to assign all my work according to their schedule without thinking of mine. Are they taking me as option to pass their time? Are they taking me as Joker who can entertain them? All my blogs, my personal life, my failure and my problem are used to make them smile. So does this mean they are my friend but reverse is a myth.
There is one famous Quota by someone
"Never make someone your priority, when they only make you an option
Sometime I think this quote was written for my type of personality.
There are always reason of complain but I am not making any complain. Actually I should be making any complain as I had given people thought about me. Reaching to their place by covering more than 30 km just to see them and eat ice cream with them. Even after travelling so much they will tell you that I am wasting my time. It’s always their plan but according them it’s me who is disturbing their life
I will finish just by saying you
"It's Obvious You don't listen when I talk, may be You'll listen to my footsteps as I walk away"

1 comment:

  1. By this post do u mean that every body is like that??

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